not enough time in a day
i feel like i have hella stuff today in my life, but not enough time. I’m sorry I haven’t been updating. I’ve been so busy with my drama in my life. i find myself getting constantly frustrated DAILY. everything is so out of whack. I used to be so good at scheduling and getting stuff done on time. now everything interrupts my schedule and it pisses me off. Jason and you remind me of chris and i. He’s always asking for stuff and i say no ALL THE TIME. he always says, you never wanna do anything anymore. and it makes me feel bad, but he just does that to get me to do it. jason always does that to you about the parties. he should just go and stop crying like a baby. if he reeeeally wanted to go he would of gone. i think deep inside he didn’t want to go. he doesn’t want to “drive by himself” ok… I’m tired and I wanted to sleep at 1030. look at the time now its 10:57. my schedule is off again. for some reason my parents are really mad at me A LOT lately and it’s making me more and more depressed everyday. they have too much expectations of me. sigh.. story of my life. -__-