vent…
so i was watching a movie KICKASS with the vallejo people.. and there was supposed to be a Foam party in Berkeley. some ppl wanted to go and others not so much. it took a while to decide. so i wanted to go home shower and get ready. i was hella tired from work that day so i wasnt really feelin the party. but idk..maybe just go to experience a Foam party. anyway I went home and my friends KAY and MYE came over too.. Jason came too while i was in the shower.. so yea after i got out and dressed i was like “so guys whats the plan” no one knew so we all sat and talked. jason was texting me though sayin he wanted to go the foam party i was like got with these other ppl that were goin. they had two seats for me and him too but i couldnt leave kay and mye. they didnt really want to go. and also there was another party in vallejo we could have gone to at my cousins house.. it was more of a kickit.. but yea he was all textin me how he wanted to go but he didnt want us to to 2 diff parties.. and i was like we’re probably not even gonna go (go to my cousins NICKs) and i was like just go to berkely but hes like “nvm my loss again ill just miss out again” ..” too late [to go to berk] now and nicks would be awkward dont know anyone really” then i kept sayin just go tot the party and hes still trying to make me feel bad and says “too late now… man ill just hear how cool it was n how much i missed out later” and i go “sorry its my fault” and he says ” no mine. this is like my 100th time im missing out on parties that wont happen again…i dont wanna drive by myself..too late man. i hate my decisions. i only wanna make you happy with me. but still hate how i do this is myself…” i say ”i would be ok with him going” and he goes “well now too late…uhh FML i think i do this too much i sometimes with i have gone. would you really be happy if i have gone?” then i say i would be ok with it..then jason went to sleep like always and yea us 3 girls were just talking. i really cant stand how he does this to me. its hella annoying. i didnt say this earlier but how is gonna go around the mall with us sayin hes hella tired like every 10 minutes and how hes not gonna last if he goes to the party. and then turn around on me saying he wants to go. all that being tired crap is bullshit. i know for a fact cus ive seen him at parties. tired ..whatever GUYs + GIRLs and FOAM =.. you know come on how can he be tired. its disgusting what i think would have happened. if he had gone. getting drunk dancing with girls is possibly skimpy outfits and playing in foam. talk about guys fantasy. anyway its annoying. so yea thats what happened on saturday
