April 2011
1 post
February 2011
6 posts
Yeah Chris knows this is secret. I don’t show him anything. I am exhausted and worried about my grade 24/7. I feel like every move I make will effect my grade. Idk. there’s a lot of pressure on me. :/ I hope your dad’s tire is OK. Did you fix it?
yay! i just realized i wrote hella. anyway im glad chris is still making you happy. does he know our tumblr is a secret? 2friends is great! im happy for you. you can never be too careful with who you meet or how many you meet. i guess its best to stay focused on school cus thats what youre there for. take the money out now and pay back later when youre a big baller with lots of dough to save...
Whhaats up sexy ladaayy!
Hey!
I was literally laughing outloud! I love that Andrew is spoiling you and I love that other guys are interested in you. You see Melissa, I remember when you were on the verge of breaking up with Jason and you were really sad. Told you everything was going to be good. It’s even greater, isn’t it?! :) CONGRATZ on the acceptance to sjsu! Don’t be scared because a part of...
anDrew
hello my dear. i miss you! i wasnt able to make it out to Vegas this month due to lack of funds. anyway lots of things and little updates. first thing is updating this tumblr. i know i could have easily wrote you a message on facebook. but i dont want to neglect this tumblr of ours.
my bday to start was fun and very active. rockclimbing and sushi. next year i want to go skydiving. like for real.
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December 2010
2 posts
TEDDY BEAR FOUND. Reward: Happiness :)
ALIZA FOUND MY TEDDY BEAR!!!! THANK JESUS!!!!!!!!!! Well, I hope YOU haven’t forgotten about our tumblr. I’m still going to write here, even if you did.
November 2010
2 posts
Where art thou teddy bear?
HEY! I think you shouldn’t stress about a connection with Andrew. For all you guys know you guys are single because he didn’t make it official. If he’s man enough he will take control of his feelings and tell you how he feels. I think it’s better if you just have fun for now. If he doesn’t want to be exclusive, then don’t. Date around because it seems like...
October 2010
1 post
oh its been like forever
hey deanne i think we mightve forgotten about our tumblr i hope you remember the email and password. anyways i really like andrew but im scared to tell him that i have feelings for him. i dont know whats holding me back other than im scared. i have days where i feel like i want him and then days where i feel like i dont want him. i think i am thinking too much. i like it when we hang out and im ok...
August 2010
1 post
It's been a while
hey melissa, It’s been a long time. I miss you. What’s up with you?
July 2010
1 post
whats up?
helloooOoOo MELISSA! I feel so bad that I didn’t go to your spa party, I was really excited for it, it’s just I never see my cousin anymore. There’s drama with my mom and my dad’s side of the family so it’s impossible to go see them without getting my mom mad. So I took the opportunity and I was a rebel. I really was a rebel that night because I drank a SANGRIA!! at...
June 2010
9 posts
new outfits!!
hello dear! i cant wait til we hang out again. saturday was fun. im glad you came with me. those burritos were the best. also im excited to look for new outfits after i get off on thursday. i am in need of something new. and about friday lets meet at my house at 730?? is that too early? i just dont wanna be too late. its me you and alyssa santos .. idk maybe jason im not even sure if he is going....
Yesterday
I had so much fun yesterday!!!! Thanks for everything Melissa. Seriously. I can’t wait until we hang out on thursday. It was a breath of fresh air. Litterally. HAH! I’m still coughing. :( I hope I’ll be better by thursday. Cross your fingers. Love you!
Bronchitis
I’ve been coughing like crazy and I’ve developed bronchitis. :/ I called you yesterday to tell you I saw cherrie at work!!! HAHA! Guess what I said to her?
Me:
“hey aren’t you jason’s friend?”
Hoe fasho:
” yeah, you recognized me?” with a smile…. -__-
Me:
“no I just know your name.”
hahahahahahahahhahahahah!!!!!!!...
hi
its late like 2:26 AM im awake i dont know why. boo. don;t forget to write on here…
Depressed...kinda?
So I feel like I’ve been played. I remember when me and chris were talking I told myself I would never lose myself. I never wanted to lose my friends and I didn’t want him to be the center of my universe. One year and eight months later that’s how it is. I never felt so alone but it’s all my fault. I’ve become something I never wanted to become. Ive become DEPENDENT....
How are you?
I feel so busy because of summer school and work. I apologize because I haven’t been on tumblr for a long time. Thank you so much for updating me though. Thanks for walking me to the car after the wedding I had a blast that day and you looked so beautiful. I’m so proud of you! Congratz on the m license!! So I figured out what I wanted to do for my 21st bday. I wanna go to Vegas! And...
I am wearing a strapless dress...
…just to let you know lol… if you couldnt see it. you havent posted in a while i hope you havent forgotten that we have this tumblr. maybe you’ve just been busy obviously cus work has got you working non stop. and me ive been busy too i barely get online cus im always out. and by the time i get home the computer is being used. anyway. i got to get back to house work. if we cant...
May 2010
8 posts
long time no post ...
so we both havent posted for so long. you were the last one to post. so anyway thank you again for taking me out to watch that movie. and eat at dennys its was super fun. definately need to do more of that since now i have so summer classes just work. but yea aside from personal life with jason i have so much things to pay for, i didnt realize being in a wedding costs so much, i just thought the...
advice
melissa, i love your advice, even though you think it isn’t that good, it is. don’t worry. keep it coming. it’s giving me strength. I’ve still with Chris and I made it so I didn’t spend too much energy on putting too much effort on us. I’ve been staying home more than I’ve been going to his house and I haven’t called him unless he wants to call me....
sometimes i get off track
you know chris probably is a good guy. just not the guy for you. you should definately read the post that i made a long time ago. here are some quotes from the quote..
Sometimes the happiness and the release of anger and drama are found in the letting go. You’ll find that you can’t always be the only one putting energy into trying to make things work.
You can give and give and help and help and...
cool pictures
I think it would be cute to perm you’re hair like that. When are you thinking about doing it? Thanks for the funny pictures it made me smile. :) Everything for me has been feeling really weird lately. IDK how to explain it. I feel like everyday I’m beginning to lose the idea that we have that one person in our lives that we’re meant to be with. I feel like I’m going to be...
April 2010
30 posts
i miss you.
I am so glad that you have made that decision and I’m sorry I haven’t been writing in the tumblr like I used to. I’ve just been busy with everything. I’m going to call you tomorrow. if you read this tomorrow it’ll be today. LOL. TTYL.
not great. but ok. yet still bad. but idk
so i just got done web chatting with that guy russel. the one who is in the army. i havent talked to him like for a really long time. we dont web chat cus i refuse to make myself available to him. but it was nice. we dont talk about the future. but he still puts in those ideas nonchalantly about if we got together. not great. but yea it was cus we were talkin about my car and what he can do to it...
advice..idk if im good at that but....
so youre really busy and scheduling is getting off you say. maybe you should get a planner. i have a monthly one i can show you ill send a pic.its like my life. i really have to tell ppl “let me check my schedule” before i commit to going somewhere. and youre parents getting mad. idk what to say. im not very good at advice.. we should have a hangout instead. and jason. yea that little...
blah...good...
i went to the gym today yay me. but the beginning of the day was blah. i washed dishes and attempted to clean but didnt really do much. i ate lobster flavored soup. and then yea happy hour with my friend erika and drank a strawberry margarita. the lady didnt even ID me. hmmm……….do i look 21 really? i dont if its a compliment or not. cus i wanna stay looking young but then i do...
not enough time in a day
i feel like i have hella stuff today in my life, but not enough time. I’m sorry I haven’t been updating. I’ve been so busy with my drama in my life. i find myself getting constantly frustrated DAILY. everything is so out of whack. I used to be so good at scheduling and getting stuff done on time. now everything interrupts my schedule and it pisses me off. Jason and you remind me...
im slowly getting there...
hey i went to the gym and i went with jason…blah and our friend erika. anyway jason did his own thing and me and erika worked out on the tredmill and yea we were catching up
she didnt know we broke up so i let her know. and yea we would always gossip about my life and her life so that was always fun. anyway she i were talking alot and she is single and she was telling me about the single...
vent...
so i was watching a movie KICKASS with the vallejo people.. and there was supposed to be a Foam party in Berkeley. some ppl wanted to go and others not so much. it took a while to decide. so i wanted to go home shower and get ready. i was hella tired from work that day so i wasnt really feelin the party. but idk..maybe just go to experience a Foam party. anyway I went home and my friends KAY and...
need to catch up
wow I missed a lot. Sorry I haven’t been on our tumblr lately, I’ve been really busy procrastinating. (I’m pretty sure that’s an oxymoron because you can’t be busy procrastinating. LOL). You know I would never ever think differently about you just because you TRIED “mary jane”. I tried it, but if you get addicted, that’s another story. I just want...
my gut feeling
so i went to baldos to eat it was me donnalyn and other ppl (names irrelevant to the story) anyway as we ate i saw donnalyns glasses on the tray and i thought to myself “i hope she doesnt forget those cus damn that would suck if she threw them away on accident” i dont say anything cus i was pretty sure she wouldnt forget and need reminding and so we eat then leave and i go back to...
sorry dont think different
so yea that post was hella long. but yea the “experience” it was crazy. i didnt know what to feel at first cus i hear people are relaxed and calm. i didnt feel that way. i felt jittery and i didnt know how i was talking either. i felt like i would fall asleep for like a second then wake back up. idk i didnt know what i was doing. i was also very very tired. i remember getting up a few...
my spring break in a jiffy
so i havent written in a while. so let me tell you my spring break. monday i went to 24 hour to sign up for my 24 day pass to the gym. jason i went. then tuesday i went to the city to watch the movie After Life. me jason and our two friends jade and patrick carpooled to the bart station. then we got to the city and got buckhorn in the meteron… hella good. i should take a picture. anyway we...
cooking skills
man I’ve been so busy. I haven’t got a lot of sleep because of school and work. Yesterday was my mom’s birthday so I made her filipino food! I made bibingka and palabok! I was so excited. I miss you melissa. I hope everything is ok with you. ttyl. The first picture is the palabok the second is the bibingka! :)
F My Life
yesterday I was in my room typing something that needed to be typed the next day and my dad came in asking if his doctor emailed him. So I go on the kaiser permanente website and she did email him but it was only one sentence long. So I read the sentence and then my dad was still lingering in my room so I kept reading it over and over and he blew up on me. Idk what happened. He started yelling at...
Waiting to watch the “After Life” premiere -MELissa ^_^
Blessed day.
It’s currently 11:13 AM and so many things have happened to me already. I wanted to write about all the events that happened prior to this moment because I feel they are significant. I woke up today at 6 to go to school. I decided to take the civic because I just filled up my gas tank in the CRV last night and my selfish self didn’t want to waste gas, plus my dad said I could take the civic....
“Life is to precious to worry about all the anger and drama that happens daily....”
– Elizabeth Felix and her Auntie Karen Shine
(this is just something i posted cus it was a little fb comment chat thing going on)