The days of our lives

Yeah Chris knows this is secret. I don’t show him anything. I am exhausted and worried about my grade 24/7. I feel like every move I make will effect my grade. Idk. there’s a lot of pressure on me. :/ I hope your dad’s tire is OK. Did you fix it?

yay! i just realized i wrote hella. anyway im glad chris is still making you happy. does he know our tumblr is a secret? 2friends is great! im happy for you. you can never be too careful with who you meet or how many you meet. i guess its best to stay focused on school cus thats what youre there for. take the money out now and pay back later when youre a big baller with lots of dough to save humanity. your still havent experienced vegas? thats ok in time youll find your way around.did you know faith lives there.you should call her up. maybe you canfind some good places to eat so when i come there we can go. if i experience vegas i want to make sure i experience the food there more than the night life ahaha. and

btw andrew…spoil me hahah naw i wish …but not but i do love being with him. if he spoils me let it be the time. he visited me yesterday. oh wait let me finish later my dad got a flat tire

Hey!

I was literally laughing outloud! I love that Andrew is spoiling you and I love that other guys are interested in you. You see Melissa, I remember when you were on the verge of breaking up with Jason and you were really sad. Told you everything was going to be good. It’s even greater, isn’t it?! :) CONGRATZ on the acceptance to sjsu! Don’t be scared because a part of growing up is finding room to spread your wings. You’ll have more than enough room at San Jose state. Lol. AND don’t you worry about taking out loans! I’m sure the government will help you in any way they can. Plus! When you grade from college, it’ll be all worth it. You’ll be making loads of money and will pay it back. I worry about that ALL THEE time. San Jose isn’t that far away from home so you’ll be able to see your family as frequently as you like.

School right now is rrrreeeeaaallly stressful for me. I just have to adjust being in a new school and a new city. I made a total of 2 friends but I’m cool with that because I have a lot of things on my plate as it is. Me and chris are great! He’s actually sitting right next to me as I’m typing. (don’t tell anyone, it’s a secret) he surprised me on valentines day. :) It was seriously bitter sweet because I had so many things to do for school but I was ecstatic he was here. I havent really experienced Vegas yet, but I dont plan to. Maybe when the semester is over and after I cry of happiness that it’s over. It’s been insane! I have more to tell you about Chris being here but I’ll call you this weekend. I have two exams tomorrow. Wish me luck! I love and miss you!

Your bff!! :)

hello my dear. i miss you! i wasnt able to make it out to Vegas this month due to lack of funds. anyway lots of things and little updates. first thing is updating this tumblr. i know i could have easily wrote you a message on facebook. but i dont want to neglect this tumblr of ours.

my bday to start was fun and very active. rockclimbing and sushi. next year i want to go skydiving. like for real.

Also andrew and i still just friends. we still never talk about being together. valentines day was coming up and he still didnt ask me to be his valentine. i guess u can say i was waiting for it. but when the day came i guess he thought it was just too cheesy for him to ask me. it was just assumed that we were valentines with out asking each other. he was soo cute that day. he texted me in the morning “a little birdy told me u should get ready for school fast” and so yea i got up and got ready. as i was brushing my teeth he called me and was like “you know that little birdy?” and im like “yea what about?” and he is like “well that little birdy is outside” and im like “really??” so i go out and there he is with a bouquet of light purple roses and a cute card. im in real shock so i dont know how to handle myself. on top of that i still had to finish getting ready. so yea then we drive separate to school and i open the card in the car cus i cant wait its really cute. ill post pics. i was super cheesy smiley all day despite the fact that it was raining and all gray outside. we go to our classes and then we get to spend 2 hours together up until he has work. so we go to have dennys. talk for a bit about idk what. then he goes to work and so do i. i was soo smiley when i got to work i just couldnt help myself. even tho we didnt do much im glad he surprised me. i got off at 6 so i went to visit him at 7 and i spent time reading a book while he worked then we got to spend more time together. i got him a card but thats it. 

on a side note we hungout saturday night at a country line dancing bar. it was really fun no joke to actually listen to country music and LINE dance. point is. after the night was over he says “happy pre-valentines day..” “we dont need a valentines Day.. everyday is valentines day with you” and i was melting. that was a soo cute to me :) i am liking him more everyday

on another note. why did i come home before work and see a delivered box of roses too from another guy. my friend alyssa santos took me out with her guy friend and his 2 buddys and i guess on of the guys wanted to send me roses cus i think he might like me. on the card in the box it said “i dont want to set the worldon fire, i just want to set a flame in your heart. -Adam” i was like thats so cheesy. but cute i guess. but drews flowers were wayyy better, no offense to adam who managed to get my address from someone.

anyway i also got accepted to sjsu. but i am still thinking about it. moving away is scary. i have no place & no job & no money. i havent taken out any loans yet and im kinda afraid to be in debt.

Also today i finally passed my M1test. which means i can legally ride a motorcycle. i dont have any gear yet so i guess i wont be riding anytime soon. it is exciting though. maybe when i move out i can have my car and a new bike.

as far as me being in shape. i have 3 big events coming up. a triathlon in april, a half marathon in june, and the ACS (American Cancer Society) walk in august. i need to keep on telling myself to train. i need to be swimming biking running. which is another accomplishment of mine. imslowing learning how to swim finally. its really fun. and definately a new kind of workout for me.

what else is new… idk but man i really like andrew alot but im scared to tell him. i feel like we both know wejust wont say it.we try hiding it but ppl are expecting us to go out andbe bf/gf. i dont want that title yet. so im content where we stand. i dont have to tell him where i am all the time or who im with. i dont have to text him constantly, and i dont have to worry about other females in his life cus we arent together. we have a fun relationship. and i dont want it to get boring. so i distance myself and try to not get too close. cus i know we both dont want to get hurt.

enough about me… how is vegas.? have you met new ppl? what about chris too? how are things..honestly? is he treating you right? what about life in vegas? is it the party life the chill life the fun life the vegas life. i wanna know. how is the real world? i soon might head into that world.

tumblr me back and let me know when u write so i can check on it

i love you deanne and i cant wait to hear (read) from you

<3 melissa

ALIZA FOUND MY TEDDY BEAR!!!! THANK JESUS!!!!!!!!!! Well, I hope YOU haven’t forgotten about our tumblr. I’m still going to write here, even if you did.

HEY!

I think you shouldn’t stress about a connection with Andrew. For all you guys know you guys are single because he didn’t make it official. If he’s man enough he will take control of his feelings and tell you how he feels. I think it’s better if you just have fun for now. If he doesn’t want to be exclusive, then don’t. Date around because it seems like he’s not going to tell you how he feels. Don’t wait around for him. You’re better than that. Also, if you are not catholic, DON’T let him force you to be one. If you want to be christian or a buddist, BE IT. If he really was into you, he would be the last one to pressure you to convert to a religion or even convert your opinions on ANYTHING. He should like you the way you are. YOU FEEL ME? Don’t lose yourself for a man. I love just the way you are! :)

I’m pretty sad, I lost my teddy bear. Well I didn’t lose it, Aliza did. She was the last one to play with it. It’s not any regular teddy bear, Chris bought it for me. He even put a recording of his voice in the bear. It’s from build a bear! Those teddy bears don’t come cheap. That teddy bear could be laying around in the cold, somewhere. I really wanted to take that teddy bear with me to Vegas. :( Maybe he’ll turn up somewhere.

I’m also sad because I got a text from my friend and she was invited to my niece’s birthday and I WASN’T! How is MY friend invited to my family’s party?! 

Deanne Martinez